Tags: Workmen Wedn
Wedn. Afternoon Oct 28 The past few days I have been sick. It is not a pleasent feeling, just as the in-between feelings I have now. I feel so lifeless and purposeless. At least when I read ████████████ I felt down. 活. Now I feel not much of anything except the anxiety 煩 of going to the next thing on my schedule. To be drained of all sense of purpose: some/most workmen may lapse into this state. But do they stay there? It would seem. . . I do not want to stay under this spell much longer, but how may I stir myself to life?
. . . at the very least, I will enjoy a dinner with a club of friends this evening.